I can't remember how long that I live like the unconscious guy.
I can't remember how long that I can't smile from my heart.
I can't remember how long that I can't stop missing somebody.
Only thing I know it it's such be a long time... very long time...
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Herrr... Honestly, it's really hard to live without her.
I do miss her voice. I do miss her smile. I do miss her liveliness.
But I know... it's too late to feel like that.
The best thing I could do right now is to delete everything related to us out of my life.
Shift + Delete worked well to delete all of pictures we have ever taken out of my computer but I still can't delete them from my mind.... Look like I have to wait for only thing that could help me....... Time.
It's my fault to leave you first. It's my fault that I can't make you happy. I deserve this painful feeling. I deserve it.
I will try my best to throw the past away. I will go ahead with my new life.
Goodbye my old friend... Goodbye..... Goodbye.......Forever...